That bizarre feeling of love?? or dont know what, but something so pure, so soothing, so fascinating, so beautiful, so true??(i think) .. Deep somewer in my heart.. I still dont know wat..!
But, something was killing me from inside, something was punching my heartwalls so hard.. Something was shouting out loudly in my mind.. Still dont know what..!!
That state or situation where u cant do anything, where, u have to live just as you are..You cant express, you cant explain, you cant say anything.. U are Alone.. Only YOU know, what is going in your heart and in mind.. U are still alive, something is pinching your heart.. Still dont know what..!!
Yes, "She" the word in itself.. The Reason!! But, there was No commitment, no promises..and I cant do anything.. I know something was there, a strong bond that holds.. Still dont know what..!!
It's beyond Love, but unexpressed..
Some says "if it’s not forever, it's not love" .. But the thing is- nothing lasts forever.
What i learned is, To hide your feeling is one of the plucky thing one can ever do in life..
Bereft of all hope(That feeling).. Still dont know what..! ;)
But,
Its all about moving on and on.. Living without someone, your world.. And now, i'm off that road.. With a big Smile, h.......appy, music, some true friends..!! That's it..! It's life..! :)
-Swapnil Joseph 'Sj'
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